Neira's Notes

2010-02-15T01:06:00.002+13:00

has moved to :

www.quirkywonderland.blogspot.com

2010-02-15T01:01:00.001+13:00

-> I AM NOT USING THIS BLOG ANYMORE

-> PLEASE VISIT MY NEW BLOG www.quirkywonderland.blogspot.com

2010-02-15T01:00:00.000+13:00

DEAR PEOPLE,

I'VE CREATED A NEW BLOG AND I WILL NOT USE THIS BLOG ANYMORE. BUT I DO PASTED SOME POSTS FROM THIS BLOG TO MY NEW BLOG. VISIT MY NEW BLOG!

www.quirkywonderland.blogspot.com

2010-02-05T22:26:00.003+13:00

DEAR PEOPLE,

THIS BLOG IS NOW INACTIVE WHILE I AM CREATING A NEW BLOG. I PROMISE I WILL CATCH YOU UP AND PLEASE KEEP CHECKING BY, NEW UPDATES ARE COMING SOON!

thank you so much for checking by. sorry for the dumb-ness ;p

NEW BLOG IS COMING SOON!

cause you're hot and you're cold

2010-02-03T00:06:00.003+13:00

i really hope you read this because i have no other way to talk to you.
don't be so sure too soon, because maybe it's not you.

i wanted to be with you. actually i still want it. but so far, you've never give any respond. so i think my life is too short to dream about being with you, hoping, and everything else in fact that i got nothing. so it's not that useful to try to make someone loves me, even though i've tried so hard, i guess i should just wait. thank you for brightened up my days in the past :) and instead of that, of course i still want to be with you, in case you change your mind and start looking into me. you still have a chance haha. but anyway, let's just make it simple, i like you, maybe you don't like me. i don't wanna be that crazy about you anymore, but i still wanna be with you. so i guess it's clear.

so are we cool now? ;p

when a boy likes a girl

2010-01-22T00:46:00.002+13:00

as a mate for my last post, i've done some surveys to find out how does it look when a boy likes a girl. to be honest, i know nothing about these facts simply because i am not a boy so i asked some of my friends..

1. if you go to the same school with the boy, then he will keep staring at you everyday.
2. he will try to find a way so the girl can stare at him.
3. he will turn into a silent boy when she's around.
4. he looks shy when the girl talks to him.
5. he will be panic if he does not contact you all day long.
6. what he talks about with his friends are 90% about you.
7. he will act like some kind of a silent boy at class.
8. he secretly likes it when the girl is around, but he rarely showed it.
9. some boys might be meaner to the girl, they're is trying too hard to hide their feelings.

anyway thanks a lot for the answers :)

when a girl likes a boy.

2010-01-20T02:56:00.005+13:00

if you think that a girl likes you. don't be so sure too soon. girls are good on giving signals and dump you just like that, so beware! here's some clues that you might see when a girl really likes you for real.

1. she looks so shy when she pass by.
2. she rarely looked into your eyes when she sees you. cause she's too shy.
3. she is often seen around you.
4. girls like to use "fake name" when they talk about you with their friends.
5. girls try so so hard to hide their feelings in front of you, but in the end they couldn't hide it anymore so they might just tell you.
6. girls never want you to find out that they like you, so even though they tell you that they don't like you, maybe it's a lie.
7. you should try to ask them for a walk after school, maybe behind the school or something, when you find out it's a bit awkward and she looks nervous, she positively likes you.
8. when a girl likes a guy, she will try to get information as much. maybe she knows a thing that you've never told her.
9. she likes to send you messages everyday.

if you find there's a girl who completed the clues above, you shouldn't just pass by, some girls rarely like guys before they know that the guy likes her. so you're kinda lucky! and she could be the right one for you, so give her a try :)

for singles, maybe these might help :)

2010-01-20T02:43:00.002+13:00

being single around hot hot couples might be so bad. i know. and you start feeling like a total jell-o and you really think that you need someone to brighten up your day and you need someone to be in love with. anyway, i hope these will help!

1. you should really look around you. maybe there's someone who might be goo for you, but you just don't realize.
2. you should start looking for someone who loves you, not the one whom you love.
3. there might be someone really unexpected.
4. maybe you just don't realize that the one is nearly around you. try to figure it out, who is the one who most likely to call you? send you messages? send you emails or chatting with you? walk with you when you are alone? care about you a lot? hmm..
5. you should just give someone a try. not like a "game" of course.
6. simply tell them how you feel and if you're close enough, most of them would say the same thing.
7. once you are in a relationship, be serious and don't take it as a game. you go to hell jerks!

50 things most guys dont know about girls

2010-01-15T02:02:00.000+13:00

1. Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.

2. Girls like to be told that they're beautiful, rather than hot, pretty, cute, or sexy. It just gives more meaning.

3. Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it.

4. Girls talk about EVERYTHING with their girlfriends. So that means, you're possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you're a Greek god, which you're not.

5. When girls are online, they want the guy to instant message them first, and they literally burn up inside when they're not messaged. Of course, when they are messaged, they play it all cool and go "oh, hey" as if they just discovered your message.

6. Girls have a thing for guys who dress GQ.

7. Girls love it when guys are over 6 feet.

8. Girls find it awfully attractive when guys wear just a white t-shirt and jeans and yet they happen to look awesome in it.

9. Remember. Sense of humor. GIRLS LOVE GUYS WHO CAN MAKE THEM LAUGH.

10. Girls hate guys with bad hygiene. So put on that deodorant and clip those nails!

11. Girls love guys who know how to dance.

12. Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist.

13. Girls go crazy when a guy smells good.

14. Girls hate cocky guys.

15. Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they're attracted to you, but are afraid that they'll be showing too much.

16. A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON.

17. Girls have a thing for guys who sport blazers with a destroyed tee underneath.

18. Girls have a thing for guys who have messy sex hair.

19. Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration.

20. When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever.

21. The smallest gestures, the smallest stares, and the smallest statements could make a girl's year. No joke.

22. Girls get embarassed easily, even if guys don't know what the hell just happened.

23. Girls daydream about their crushes. Like getting married, going on dates, kissing, etc. They just don't show it.

24. Girls HATE players.

25. Guys who can sing are a major turn on.

26. Guitarists are sexy.

27. When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. Don't give her advice unless she asks for it.

28. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be alright.

29. Girls love it when guys say their name.

30. Girls don't like short tempered guys.

31. Sometimes girls just wish that guys would notice when they get a new haircut or if they're wearing eyeliner.

32. When a girl calls you her loser or her dork, it usually means she's attracted to you.

33. Girls find it a lot more romantic if you just fall asleep with them holding them with your arms rather than having a night of hot kinky sex.

34. Girls will never say I love you unless you say it first. But that doesn't mean she doesn't want to scream it from the top of her lungs.

35. Girls love confidence.

36. Girls don't like rock-hard guys. They like to know that guys can have a sensitive side too.

37. There comes a time when girls have needs too. Enough said.

38. A girl will cry over you a lot more than you think.

39. A girl's wounds can last awhile. And when I say awhile, I mean awhile.

40. Girls hate guys who smell bad.

41. When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her.

42. Girls don't like it when you think other women are hot and say it so.

43. Eyeliner is a girl's essential product. Don't ever try to take it away from her.

44. Girls hate it, absolutely HATE IT when guys don't keep their promises. It throws them over the top.

45. Every girl fantasizes about her wedding. Her dress, her flowers, her shoes, her hair. More than you think.

46. Girls hate it when other girls flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Ah, the beauty of irony.

47. Girls will save instant message conversations when they like a guy.

48. A phone call, a text message, or a single Hershey's kiss will mean A LOT MORE than a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolates on her birthday.

49. Every girl think she's pretty in one way or another. They just won't admit it.

50. Girls are VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS when it comes to their looks. No makeup is a very sensitive topic to them. ;P

2010-01-12T00:22:00.002+13:00

theory of love-love doesn't really have a theory.

2010-01-11T23:32:00.003+13:00

so it's like i've discovered another thing in my life. it's another effin' thing about love. yeah it's about it. as you know that people can't ever get enough of talking about it. there's no exact theory like y=mx+c or else. but you can make it looks like this you+me x (togetherness+happiness) = LOVE but, TRUE LOVE is simply = you and me are meant to be. so when you feel like you're into someone, and you want them to be with you because you think that they're the one. you may be wrong. well as far as i know, when you like someone and getting crazy over them, you start to make them as your priority and forget about anyone else beside. sometimes, when you're in a mission of getting someone, you might don't realize that another one which could be the "one" is nearly around you. it could be your best friend, or someone who's living next door, or anyone else unexpected. so even though you're liking someone, keep your eyes open. so you could just think that the one you like got the 1st position, but there might be other position right? so when you're finally finding yourself on a hopeless condition, you aren't that hopeless after all. got what i mean?

so the point is, you gotta keep your eyes open for anyone else around you, even if you're on a mission of being together with someone you love. because the one that meant to be with you might be someone unexpected.

2010-01-10T20:42:00.000+13:00

UNIVERSAL

2010-01-07T02:47:00.000+13:00

ACARA UNIVERSAL SMPI AL-AZHAR BSD! yg diadakan: Pembukaan tanggal 22 januari,penutupan tanggal 30 januari 2010. tanggal 30 januari akan diisi oleh band-band yang teridiri dari: THE ADAMS,VIERRA,DEAD SQUAD,PEE WEE GASKINS, NO TALENT, ENDAH N' RHESA, DEATH VALLEY & THE CANDIES. featuring: F.A.B , THE RAGING OZONE, RECKLESS FURY, ORESTES, LAZY SUNDAY, MR.KANSSAS, CALIBER FOR THE HEROES
closing tersebut diadakan disekolah AL-AZHAR BSD, jl. Puspitaloka! Lombanya terdiri dari futsal(Pa), Basket(Pa/Pi), story telling, science contest, festival band, solo vocal. Jangan Telat Daftar yah! Cepetan daftar sebelum pendaftaran ditutup,pendaftaran udah dibuka dr tgl 8 des 2009 s/d 18 januari 2010
tiket msk: 20rb,tiket berbentuk sticker yg terdapat robekan fruti tea. Bagi yg sudah membeli stiker universal sebelum acara dilaksanakan boleh tdk membeli sticker trsbt lg,tinggal menunjukkan sticker yg sudah dibeli,sticker dapat ditukarkan didalam dgn minum atau snack. sticker berlaku 1 orang 1 sticker! Jangan sampai hilang yah..

2010-01-07T01:04:00.002+13:00

long time no post eh.

anyway happy belated new year and i simply hope this year is going to be better than last year. well well 2009 felt so fast! and so the holiday-_-
back to school now. i need to go back to holiday humm. anything special? no. but here's my new year resolution for 2010!

-height : 160 cm
-weight : 40 kg
-long hair
-rank between 1-15
-nicer

gotta get through it!

boma moved to china

2009-12-29T05:42:00.002+13:00

a friend of mine, one of my best friends, and yet my soulmate's ex, named boma, just moved away to china. yeah, that china-where else? so i'm gonna write something for him.
dear boma,
you've been a great friend for me and a jerky great person for my soulmate. but as a friend, i gotta support you in whatever you do. even though none of us wanted you to moved away and left us all behind. just please don't forget me, and may you and your family have a better life there. so, i wish you luck, i wish you happiness, and everything. may the best luck be with you and your family. xoxo
kaaay that's all i wanna say. anyway i'm right at home and had a great time with daddy. i'll spend my new year at mira's and planning of going somewhere around kemang. and BESTLY, my dad agreed to borrowed us his car so we can go to kemang. yippie yippie yay!! gonna be perfect! and it seems like i got what i want now so, i'd try to not ask for more and enjoy the things i have. what a perfect second of my life =)

2009-12-25T01:43:00.001+13:00

MY CHRISTMAS LIST 2009

-SIDEKICK 3 / SIDEKICK LX
-CHRISTMAS POCKETS
-SHOPPING SPREE
-CANDIES
-FREEDOM

2009-12-20T21:55:00.001+13:00

WHY CAN'T
I JUST HAVE
A
BETTER LIFE AFTER ALL?

trying to survive 4 days without eating or even drinking.

2009-12-20T21:40:00.003+13:00

so i am in a dilemma. it's about to survive without eating or even drinking for 4 days. i've wasted my dad's money about Rp 4.300.000 for things that i don't know what. crazy huh? NOPE. actually that is what i called fun. rite? YUP. and i don't even think i could survive, but why can't i just give it a try? and really i am just pissed off, cause i think HE is just ditched me and my sister for HIS girlfriend. what kind of family? SHIT kind? F*CK kind? YES! it seems like after all all he cares about is HER! well, i mean like didn't SHE USED HIS MONEY FOR HER OWN HAPPINESS?? LIKE WHAT, SHOPPING?? GOING TO THE SALON? ---- OH I KNOW SHE DID! WHATEVER IT IS. at least i am not the only one to blame. now HE is effing F*CK! HE asked me to return the money i used. ANOTHER SHIT KIND FAMILY??? HEY, JUST ASKED YOUR GIRLFRIEND TO RETURN THE MONEY SHE USED FOR HER OWN HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know, these past few days, i started to think that i need my family and i think it's such an important think. but now i know i was wrong. and i should've think that way. family is just someone that God gave to be with us, ALMOST ONLY TO SHARE A HOUSE. that's all. they won't help much actually. what else can my family share? where money return is asked. nothing else eft to be shared. love even burned away. HOLY CRAP FUCK DAMN SHITTTTT! ---------------- sorry. but i mean it.

as an escape, Simple Plan songs playing through my headset with full volume 'til i can hear every melody of the song and slowly it started to cool me down. well well well.

addiciton

2009-12-12T02:56:00.004+13:00

hey folks,

it's been a while since i'm not posting anything. yeah, i've been busy with exam and things for these last few days. anyway.. i'm kinda a twilight addict now, yeah. just joined the club lately. it's weird cause it's like, i watched new moon before twilight. yeah, i mean not like that actually. but i was never like twilight before, for me it was not that interesting. but i was wrong, after i watched new moon, i totally love it! i watched it like three times in theater. and i never get bored of it. well, it's so romantic, amazing, and everything. just couldn't describe. well these last few days, i am also a movie addict. almost everyday along the exam week, me and nadia hung out at pim, and watched movie. we've watched new moon for 2 times, (i watched it with my sis last weekend too), 2012, paranormal activity, and zombieland. all of them are amazing! and also, i am on a shopping madness lately. shopping addict. i just couldn't stop spending and buy some stuffs like clothes, shoes, bags, bracelets, and sort of. hope it's not turning out to be a bad habit later. other thing is, i am glad that i am not anymore an ice cube addict. eeehwell, it doesn't mean that i've forgot everything about him, but it seems to me like, i have no chance left, and i don't want it hurts me later. so, the sooner the better. i mean to forget him, if i can of course. and i gotta show you some of my new clothes, sooo just wait. :)

thanks for reading anyway. you should check out the movies i told you about!

byebye

2009-12-05T05:43:00.001+13:00

50 things most girls don't know about guys

1. guys hate sluts

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~
two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the
phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go
to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care
about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about
what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but
once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up
as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or
ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-
complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk
to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're
still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to
think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a
conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And
he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about
it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they
usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls
presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their
lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys
are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for
money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him.
But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from
about his problems with you may end up being admired by
your boyfriend

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs
someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when
he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are
serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does,
even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We
rarely usee beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys.
Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused,
then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for
flirting, but no guy can write out a book about
relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-
good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he
won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl,
he will think about it for the next couple days or until
the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs,
personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books
that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being
compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's
probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he
really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just
actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It
doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know
something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never
around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably
jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's
definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your
naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up
easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume.
Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even
more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have
unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow
are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a
girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's
just too stubborn to admit it.

MY DREAMS

2009-12-05T05:26:00.003+13:00

big size dreams :
-Marry Pierre Bouvier
-Dating Ice Cube
-Be famous, be super rich
-meet Simple Plan
-live in Canada

i have no time limits for these big size dreams.

small(er) size dreams :
-better hair
-whiter skin
-much much thinner, and taller. weight target = 40 kg
-better teeth, hoping a success for my braces.
-more stylish
-better voice
-more religious
-better personality
-smarter

i do have time limits for this small(er) size dreams.
1st session
start = Dec, 5th-09
end= Jan, 5th-10'

wish me luck people!

quotations

2009-12-05T05:11:00.002+13:00

here i will post some inspiring words made by me and some made by others. they keep my spirit on so far.

"if life is on a keyboard, you can't ever escape your world, you can't press backspace to go back, and you can't delete your mistakes. but there's still the arrows to repair your mistakes when you type the wrong word, there's still the enter to start from the beginning again, and there's still the shift whenever you feel like you don't have to type all the words with caps!"
-neira jacqueline

"take chances and never regret! because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted!"
-someone (this is effin'ly true!)

"some days you wish had never started, then comes along you wish it never ends"
-from a movie In a Day

"you have to go through the bad times, to know what's good"
-someone

"some problems only have one way in and one way out"
-neira jacqueline

"don't ever love someone because who they are, love them when you think they deserve your love"
-neira jacqueline

"when someone loves you for real, then the sadness and the happiness are dedicated to them, and they deserve it!"
-neira jacqueline

"you love someone when you're with them. but you'll love them more when you lose them"
-neira jacqueline

2009-11-28T19:18:00.008+13:00

hey i hope you are all fine, even though i am on a high level boredom! luckily, i got another sequel of Ghostgirl, Homecoming. hmm i guess i'd love love that!

you should read it too! i love that effin much! and i've downloaded some effects to my photobooth and they're sooo cool!

this is one of them.

and i've been interested with fashion lately sooo, wanna show you some of my works, not my best, but i love this simple style.

and i'm loving my class 8D! people are getting more and more friendly and i love that in such many ways. here's the love from few of my classmates :)
originally, no edit.
(sekar, ossy, dian, neira, nadya)

kisses XD

being teenager

2009-11-26T20:59:00.003+13:00

well well..

i wanna share my story of being a teenager, the time when i realized what life is. and i'm still on that. stories of being teenager now is about the same. you wouldn't find a lot of differences between your story and your friends' story. in case you wanna know, it's about like this..

(maybe it's more for girls. but some boys may feel it too)

start from 6th grade.

-> you realize that you love your school, your elementary, even when you've hated that school for the last 5 years.
-> you face the final test, and first you think you wouldn't do it well, but it went out well, at least, not as bad as what you think.
-> you really loved your grade and all of your friends, and you think you don't wanna leave your amazing 6th grade ( you just didn't know that junior high school will be better after all, believe me)
-> you have a great farewell and some of your friends, or even you, cry.
-> you can't stop looking at your yearbook
-> you are thinking about junior high school, a bit afraid if it turn out bad.

then, you step into junior high school.

-> you and your friends are a total geeks on your first day.
-> you are looking for someone you know before you step into junior high school, and hang out with them.
-> you start getting know your classmates, start from borrowing a pen or else.
-> you have at least one new friend in your class, and another friend outside class, which is the one you know before you step into junior high school.
-> you feel a bit awkward.
-> you find some new friends and leave the old one. (for some, this chapter keep repeating until they found the right circle of friends)
-> you know your class better.
-> you start hanging out with some friends outside the class.
-> now, you know which one a good person and which one a bad person. which one a popular, and which one a nerd, etc.
-> you feel more comfortable with your class and friends.
-> you find someone you like and start crushing on them.
-> you share your stories with friends, and so do them.
-> there's a lot lessons to catch up!
-> you have boyfriend/girlfriend (some are longlasting)
-> there's a lot of regretful feelings (so beware)
-> you have great times and bad times quite a lot.
-> you start having unforgetable moments.
-> up to the last months of 7th grade, you love your class more and you realize what true friendship is.
-> end of 7th grade, you don't wanna wave a goodbye to your class. (some personal message at msn and status at fb are like this : i love 7c (example) i don't wanna go awaaay! will be miss you guys of 7c! or whatever)

step into 8th grade

-> you wouldn't really like your new class (maybe separated with your comfortable zone)
-> hard to socialize.
-> lessons are getting harder.
(the begining of 8th grade wouldn't be so fun)
-> middle of the year, you start feeling comfortable.
-> you might leave your 7th grade friends, but still, you wouldn't lose your contact like when you are on 7th grade. when you leave your real old friends (maybe the one from elementary)
-> you start loving your class.
-> feeling "real happy"
-> have "real promblems"
-> life is getting hard, but more fun.

that's the way, me and most of my friends feel of being teenager.

remind this :
- you will feel real bad sometimes.
- you will feel like you're loving someone for real.
- some of you will feel confuse of lovelife, specially when someone ask you to be their boyfriend/girlfriend.
- you will feel like you really hate somone.
- you will have the best friendship ever.
- it will be very easy to be bad girls/boys. (beware)
- some friendships are so bad also.

so this is how to survive on being a teenager.

1. you know, a friend that you really trust at the first time is may or may not be your true friend. so keep on thinking before saying. you might fight with him/her someday. sooo you better keep your secret safe.
2. find the real friend to trust, one is enough. you will need quite a lotta time but it's worth it, trust me.
3. you don't have to be popular, even it will be a lot easier when you are popular. but this isn't something to put on your to do list. wouldn't really mean anything after all.
4. when you've found the good circle of friends. don't keep on trying, but keep on keeping them. real friends are hard to find.
5. when you really love someone and you think it's for the rest of your life. you might be so wrong, you don't know what will happen in the future and make sure you give the things which is dedicated to them only. do not give so much more yet.
6. concentrate on your lessons, some are so useful for your future.

okaaay, being a teenager isn't that easy, but it's so fun!
this is the thing i realized from being a teenager :
"i realized that i don't wanna go back in time after all, i just wanna re-feel the happiness i felt back then. cause if i really go back, would it be the same?"

lotta love!

2009-11-24T16:57:00.004+13:00

in the middle of class. uhh how to survive a boring class + boring teacher? it's my luckiest day along this year for this class, i can fool my teacher and go online :) woohoo! really, i need to say something to ice cube but i am not brave enough to say. huft. such a loser i know, but i have to! awakay just wish me luck for that, and also wish me luck so my teacher wouldn't find out oh yeaaah. oh thinking about what am i gonna do later? hey here it is! i found how to survive a boring class!

1. get a paper and some markers, then start doodling. i found out that i have brighter idea when i'm feeling bored.

2. daydreaming babyyy! nothing's more fun!

3. write a wishes list

still bored? all that left to do is enjoyy, lame i know. :(

to catch you all up

2009-11-20T21:16:00.002+13:00

hey ho

weeeeell, i got a lot to tell! hmm where to start yaa?
i guess it would be a perfect start...
I STILL LOVE ICE CUBE AND IT TURNED OUT GREAT! awww
and I STILL LOVE SIMPLE PLAN
here's newest news from one of the band members, Sebastien Lefebvre, and his new official video of the song that he made called Fall For You! good one, check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pocDY3NkHwc

awkay, i'm lovin' my days at school maybe cause of the new spirit from mr.ice cube haha. and tomorrow's PL FAIR whoa i'm excited enough, just hoping that ice cube will be there too. i've finished reading a book called Ghostgirl, Rest In Popularity. one word, AWESOME! i love it :) you should read it too. and did i mention about my study tour? ohh well i don't feel like i wanna write it here. but the point is i enjoyed my study tour with my friends of PL 46! the moment that i love the most is when we went to cihampelas and shopping! uhh overshopped of course haha but i felt so great. now, i'm enjoying my weekend and hoping for ice cube huaaaa. oh the shitty little thingy is, i got a lotta works to do! so much till i couldn't even remember, and yeah, i know i wouldn't find any escape. hmm. hey i am loving these 2 songs:
- I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith
- Love Bug by Jonas Brothers
they're zuppaakewl!

see yah, cross your finger and wish me luck for getting closer with ice cube!

YESTERDAY turned out to be TODAY

2009-11-15T20:53:00.003+13:00

helooouu

yesterday was closing PL CUP XI
yesterday was AWESOME
yesterday was :')

ohh man i effin wanna go back to yesterday, even though it ended in such a freakin way but yeah, couldn't forget. and also, couldn't post the details haha. the point is i love yersterday and i wanna go back cause now, i feel so not good, dunno why just feeling bored in a high level! oh please gimmie a reason to laugh!

so here's yesterday:
i woke up at 8 and i tried so hard to find my phone because the alarm rang and i need to stop it which is actually under my pillow-,- awkay, so i ate chessecake and chocolate milk for breakfast, then i went back to my room and picked some clothes, after that i took a shower and get ready. i called my friends just to make sure. i needed to have a perfect day so i prepared everything well. and i went to school and waited for my friends so long but never mind. oh really i got a super welcoming!! my heart couldn't stop jumping whoaaa. and so on, still couldn't stop :) i enjoyed that day so freakin much. and about at 5, i went to pim with kania and nadia, we ate kfc and i bought a book called ghostgirl and i love it. then, we went for a photobox. after that, we went back to PANGUDI LUHUR and watced cool performance and also fireworks! and :(i went home:( and nobody got the door and i left alone at night like 10 o'clock. shittt but finally my maid let me in uhh thank god i'm alive. but i had a very boring time at home and now i'm still having it!

and here's today:
i woke up at 9, and had breakfast and read my new book which i told you about and took a shower, cotinued reading, and i slept again and browsed the net and so on, okay I AM BORED!

PL CUP XI

2009-11-14T02:29:00.003+13:00

I LOVE PL CUP XI!

well, i mean it. i felt so happy when it comes to the after school time, means time for PL CUP XI! i got my most happiest moments along these last days. and tomorrow's closing day, wish it wouldn't end that fast but yeah, even though it's gonna be over soon, i hope the luck and the happiness will stay along with me! woohoo

2009-11-01T23:49:00.002+13:00

MY NEWEST WISHES LIST

-black star fragrance by avril lavigne
-Simple Plan tote bag
-war child bracelet
-witch nails

2009-10-30T23:40:00.002+13:00

groaaaansss!

ohhh ppl you must know! i am grounded! wtf-,- my dad freaking rules is finally legal! here's the f'ing rules.

1.not allowed to go online on weekdays, weekend only! (SHIT)
2.not allowed to hang out after school! (WHAT?)

oh noooo! they're enough to kill me!
and that means it will be harder to catch y'all up everyday. uhhh okay now i'm gonna spend much time in front of my laptop! it's weekend baby! haha

okay bye

2009-10-27T23:50:00.000+13:00

HELLO

HI

AND

BYE!

awkay

2009-10-27T23:05:00.004+13:00

hey

first that i wanna tell you is, i have a new witch doll, and she will help me on doing my witchcraft and she'd make a great partner for me. i love her..
so please welcome..
Marlene Lucinda Gezendorth

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2009-10-26T00:30:00.002+13:00

I TOOK THE 1st PLACE ON NEWSCASTING COMPETITION @GONZAGA!

can't believe it, but i'm happy :) thankyou everyone!

also congratulation to:
-Kak Kezia, who took the 3rd place on storytelling competition
-Kak Kevin, who took the 2nd place on storytelling competition

cheers,
neira(:

2009-10-20T23:43:00.002+13:00

dear biatches..

lemme tell you something....

STOP CARING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S PROBLEM! SERIOUSLY IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!
you are so freaking fuck damn shit and i'm gonna fuck your moms off! go to hell you bitches!!!

just stop talking about what you don't really know and stop being a JERK!!!!

DAD AND HIS FWEAKIN RULES!

2009-10-20T00:09:00.002+13:00

ohmyeffinggeez!

my dad was just talking to me and he complained about my marks on the report card along the conversation! uhhh! and he said that he wouldn't let me join any after school activities before i fix my marks! whaaaat?? uh i really hope i could prove him that i can do better! oh please trust me dad!!

here's some of his effing fweakin' rules that he planned but luckily don't start yet:

- not allowed to use the internet/computer except weekend! (WHAAAT??? hello i wouldn't be able to breathe!)
-not allowed to go out on weekdays
-have to join the extra lesson for school
-he will say no more often
-it will be harder to get a permission
-hard to join any other non-school activities
-gotta spend more time at home

OHH PLEASE! is he trying to kill me? hey dad you know how much i hate rules!!
really those rules are making me crazier!!! hate 'em!
someone please help!!

N-O-W!!

dear dad,
oh i promise i would fix my marks. please throw your fuckin rules awaaaay!

freakin' gossip made by the bitches!

2009-10-13T20:55:00.003+13:00

heyatch mi corazon!

uh oh, sumthing i told you about my last weekend is now kinda fweakin' gossip. well, like a new effing thing for me actually. but who cares? i've got my friends all behind and i hope it's gonna be nothing for my upcoming relationship hihi :) no matter what people say, i'm gonna keep going, this is my life, my choice, and i don't care about what you said gals! you better stop aksing me and put your hands off my probs! none of your business! so just keep on doing your things biatch, tragic ending for you? too bad that's not my fault okay?! you may think i am a destroyer or something else, but you ain't so much better than me! and even if i am, you should know that i've think before doing, so i'd take any risk that would come to me. but i really hope soon things gonna be just fine, just wish me the best luck. anyway, sorry for any mistake i made and sorry for the people i've hurt. i didn't mean it. hope things really gonna be just fine :)

muchomucho lovelove
neirrrrs

broken

2009-10-04T19:18:00.002+13:00

heyatch ppls!

today, when i woke up.. i saw a msg on my phone and it's kinda the broke up text.
yeah, i broke up. some says i should be happy cuz i'm finally out of his "game" and i am the winner in fact he's the one who broke me up, means he's the one who can't stand me! haha that's crazy! but idk why, at the first time i read the text, my tears suddenly came out! really, i dont know what to wish! but this shitty thingy started from an originally made from a biatch problem! yeah, i guess he's falling for another girl which is a bitch(some people said) who loves to ruins people's relationship! hey boy, i am not a toy even if you are a player! i am not the girl who deserve your "game". go find another toy, or a bitch!

this is my special message to him..

dear you,
you should know that you've made me fall in love with you and now i feel you dumped me for another girl just like that! it hurts so bad! i am totally torn now.. yeah, and for me, the reason you gave is sooo lame, i wanna hear another better reason! well, sorry for my mistakes, i dont know what to say.. i hope soon you'll find a better girl, probably with that bitch! and thank you so much for everything you gave, it is so much more than the things i could ever expected, hope we could still be friends.

mucho love ( to all of you )
-neira-

wtf

2009-09-27T23:33:00.002+13:00

heyatch ppls,

you know what.. i'm feeling so bad! dunno why but really, i am feeling so bad! it's getting closer to school and the whole halfterm exam thing. i'm afraid i couldn't make it. and also the shitty thingy at school. i need to escape my afterschool lesson tomorrow, but i've skipped quite a lot! but i have another important thing to do. *can't decide* and alsoooo my bf didn't even bother to text me, while i have sooo much things to ask, and million words to say. i dont know for sure, am i miss him or need to leave him. uhh feeling sick and the condition right now is totally unsupporting! come on world, what the hell f'ing thing is up? another thing is, i'm bored. yeah, i'm bored. with what? WITH EVERY SINGLE THING THAT HAPPENED ON EVERY LITTLE THING I DID! got it? i am half mad so need to end this post immediately. i dont wanna post the things that i shouldn't.

mucho love,
littlemiss creepy
neira

just something to write about

2009-09-25T00:25:00.002+12:00

guys i'm back with the daily history haha.

but before that, i need to complain about some little things, which is going on in our lives now. not too far, it's about the living in jakarta, where i exacly live. suddenly, i feel it's not that good living a life out here. so these are what most people complain about.. "bad air and horrible traffic!" isn't it?? please be honest people who live here! dont you guys feel it? and some people are not really noce too tough, some of them are just too bad. criminal is everywhere! it's just not that save to hang around the town anymore. and i've met some people who ruined their future, even before they reach it! you know what i mean? they did some things that they shouldn't do, and they think it's a part of having fun, well honestly IT IS! but you gotta watch where you're going guys! life is not that short and some better things are waiting on your future, so dont you dare to ever waste it!

alright then, i've found another fun things to do when you are fucking bored!
it is.. omegle-ing!! haha maybe some of you did this thing to. for me it's just fun to talk with strangers and then be anyone we wanna be, and do some stupid tricks to them, then disconnect the chat before they are getting mad! lol but be careful you may find a lot of sex addicts there, so if you do, quickly disconnect it! unless you wanna have fun with one of them. so so and so, yesterday is quite bad, it was kinda big small shitty little thing happened! cant explain, just wanna let you know how bad i felt. and my bf is somewhere out there, know that i miss him so badly but he didn't even bother to reply my text!! how sick? okay just need a rest and hope things will be just fine.

alrite, need to end this now.
buh-bye
-nei

what most tennage girls exactly want!!

2009-09-25T00:05:00.002+12:00

in my opinion..
this is what we(teenage girls) exactly want..

-perfect love story
-great bff
-freedom
-having a LOT of friends
-FUN
-understanding parents
-hot boyfriend
-money
-attention
-amazing things
-party!
-a wink from a cute senior boys ;)
-privacy
-candies, lollipops, and stuff
-clothes and shoes, duh?
-boys, do i need to say more?
-dreams and imagination!
-magic
-and some things that suddenly stuck inside my mind

so what is it like in your opinion?

*full of thoughts*
nei

Rest In Peace Egi

2009-09-14T23:11:00.002+12:00

everyone, i have a bad news today :(

my friend, Edgar or maybe known as Egi, passed away this morning. maybe some of you already know the reason. and i guess i would not explain it here.
so this is for Egi, maybe i've known you for a while, yep we don't really know each other, but i know you by your huge popularity at school. some of my friends said that you are a really good boy and you are so polite to the senior, yeah that's good. and even tough i didn't really know you, but i am so sure that you are good. nobody could ever expected that your accident will have a tragic ending like this. but it's your destiny boy, i couldn't say much but i hope you will have a better life in heaven and may you rest in peace.
and for his family, specially his twin Enrico, i hope you could survive this situation and you guys could accept it. keep moving on in life and i wish you all the best :)

love,
neira.

Love Song

2009-09-12T00:33:00.002+12:00

"The Way I Loved You"

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

by: taylor swift

NEW

2009-09-11T23:45:00.004+12:00

:)

so here i am, in a whole new world (seriously, it is not a part of my past). i got a new sweet "someone" and makes me feel totally in love :p and i think it's a great start and i'm still hoping for everything better. now, i just keep on doing the things that i should do and keep on preparing for a better day for tomorrow. the old me has just gone and you guys should prepare yourselves to see the new me, either it's better for you or maybe worse :) but i'm always trying to be better so i hope you will love me more than before. so thank you very much for everyone my friends, my family, my teachers, all of you. without you guys, i could never reach this far. thanks a lot, what you gave is something that i can't achieve and i know what i could give is something priceless, so i hope all of you can just enjoy my new personalities :)

okay, suddenly i got this thing in my head "some days you wish had never started, then comes along you wish it never ends" yep it's true! i got it from a movie called "in a day" it's not really good tough, but i love the words! it is sooo true isn't it? i've been trough some days such like that and i wish i could repeat all the times i had :)

now, let me inroduce you my girls at school! love them!

KANIA amalia
she is a bit boyish. so we(me and the other girls) are planning for a make over for her! haha wondering how fun it will be. alright she is nice, funny, understanding and a good listener! she's so best ever. and i can talk about anything with her and so on.

natalia NADIA
this girl fell in love soooo many times! haha i guess she couldn't love without l-o-v-e. but she's so great too. talking about love with her is so worth it! she is helpful and understanding. she's pretty too, no wonder why boys are staring at her.

rite. enough for now.
*kisskiss*

start all over

2009-09-04T19:47:00.004+12:00

~hiya guys~

i am finally home. :) :( don't know i supposed to smile or cry haha..

first of all, i wanna say thanks to my soul sister, Miranda Janeline.
thank you so much Mira for everything you did you are the best ever :)
and i am sorry for my mistakes i will try to be better.

and i guess it's time for me to change and i should start all over again. i made some stupid mistakes and i feel so sorry about that, i need to repair my self and start a whole new world. school is getting better, friends are great! also thank you so much for everyone who has helped me on my path. just don't know what to say. that's all for now

byee

How Long I've Been Living :)

2009-08-29T02:17:00.001+12:00

I was born on a Thursday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 13 years
I've been living for 157 months
I've been living for 685 weeks
I've been living for 4,796 days
I've been living for 115,114 hours
I've been living for 6,906,858 minutes
I've been living for 414,411,507 seconds
I've breathed more than 65,416,719 timesI've blinked my eyes more than 69,341,719 times!
My heart has beaten more than 483,480,060 times!

wew, a-mazing!

~F'ing Geez~

2009-08-23T23:30:00.004+12:00

heyaa fellas!

here's stories of Me and Mira, which is some parts of the movie!

magically true!
i had a dream for last 2 nights, i was going to a magic land and then i met a boy, he's sweet, kind, careful, and everything! i know him, i can clearly remember his face in my mind, but idk why i can't say his name! i don't even know i guess, he has a combination face between 4 guys in my life. then, i told mira about that, suddenly there's an idea came to our minds. we're thinking of a story like this:
we are living in new york as high school students, after school, we go to mall and start shopping. after that, we see a strange shop, and we think it would be kind of fun if we take a look inside. but, we did not know that is is a magic shop. there's a psychic inside, and finally he looks through our eyes one by one, and to me he said : "the guy in your dream will come to you" and when we walk to our apartment, i can't stop thinking about that, i really don't now what he means. so i throw myself to the bed and sleep. at night, i had a dream that i met that guy. in the afternoon, i come to mira's school and as i walk by, i meet "that" guy. then i run to mira and tell her. but unexpectedly, mira said "hey, that's my secret crush and you should know that i've love him for years" and i dontknow what to do until suddenly i become closer to that boy and finally he asks me to be his girl. at the same time, i had a huge fight with mira about this. and the movie is about my decicion, will choose to keep my sisterhood with mira? or will i choose that guy who may or may not be my true love??

and back to the reality!
that night, we went to "somewhere" and that situation exactly happened!! i guess the guy that i saw last night has almost the same face as the guy in my dream! omg i was so shock! but the different is, me and mira didn't fight about that, right? haha cause she had the same situation as what we plan on the ending of our story!

oh what a wonderful life :)

cheers,
littlemiss dreamer
neir-a

i-miss-the-old-days

2009-08-17T11:47:00.003+12:00

hey fellas!

i-miss-the-old-days

that 5 words could really completely explain about my feeling right now

i really miss the day where i could chat with my bff at class

i really miss the day where i could hear the guitar sound at the park

i really miss the day where i could laugh without any worries

i really miss the day where i could do whatever i want at my home

i really miss the day where i could wake up whenever i want

i really miss the day where i don't have to be ALONE

i really miss the day where i still on vacation

i really miss the day where i could spend it with the people i love

i really miss the day where i could get what i used to get

cheers,

little miss chatterbox

-neira-

a whole new "BAD" world

2009-07-29T18:27:00.004+12:00

CRAZY FACTS

yep this is crazy and i can's stop feeling strange. my world is falling apart! i lost almost everything! from a horrible family problem, don't understand anything at school cause i skipped it quite a lot, until the biggest one, i have to let him go! hey it's a bit not fair, even tough we still love each other and doing well. stupid little thing happened and we cant go on!! that was a very very sad fact and it's like i lost everything i've build so hard. i know that he wont do this thing but sadly it's a must! and now, i still love him the way i did. hope he keeps his promises as well. just hope for the best and now i let the destiny guide my way, which is i never did, i used to fight the destiny because it never comes in a good way! crying wouldn't help, I KNOW. but i got this thing in my head "it WAS AWESOME but WE LOST IT" hate that fact. it hurts so bad. okay now let's change the topic..

STAYING HERE FOR A LONG TIME!

you guys should know that i'm staying with my soulsister best steptwin MIRANDA for maybe a long time. and yeah, i love it here! they treat me like i am absolutely a part of them and i am. lol. we had so much fun! there's always gonna be something that makes me laugh EVERYDAY! and my sisters mira and lia have the best personalities ever! aww, aren't they people to die for?? ohh i hope they are. FYI, i skipped school today, and last week i don't even go to school! haha people are wondering why, but the reason i just, i had a sleepover at mira's and it is waay too far from my school, which is stupidly i go to school from here for the last 2 days, and i will do the same for the rest of the month or maybe longer!

HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!

actually, i watched this movie last week with mira, and until now i still thinking that i have to watch it AGAIN! oh that movie is sooo great, and the songs are amazing too. the climb and butterfly fly away are my favorite!

picture coming soon!

100 types of a perfect boy for me :D

2009-06-08T22:34:00.009+12:00

the perfect boy for me must be...

1.handsome

2.cool

3.kind

4.caring

5.imaginative

6.creative

7.rich (haha)

8.funny

9.not too talk active

10.brave

11.smells nice

13.polite

14.healthy

15.do sport

16.smart

17.can play guitar

18.love music

19.family guy

20.trustworthy

21.love me more than anything

21.can cheer me up

22.have nice friends

23.helper

24.can ride a car

25.romantic

26.neat

26.have a good voice

27.can make my dreams come true

28.true lover

29.friendly

30.quite famous

31.outgoing

32.easygoing

33.not lazy

34.have nice family

35.good supporter

36.love kids

37.can swim

38.can dive

39.adventurous

40.respect me as a Simple Plan lover

41.lovely

42.not a cheater

43.honest

44.clean

45.not an emo

46.can say some words in french

47.like watching movies

48.can cook some meals

49.can speak english fluently

50.respect others

51.down to earth

52.hot

53.sweet

54.understanding

55.know how to treat a girl

56.not emotional

57.not too moody

58.fun

59.cute

60.adorable

61.friendly

62.independent

63.serious

64.charming

65.can make songs

67.cuddly

68.love to share

69.not complaining too much

70.love to eat

71.not too critical

72.see his life in a fun way

73.not stressful

74.sucsess

75.unselfish

76.smart shopper

77.goog shopping friend

79.know how to make me happy

80.love animals

81.not too wild

82.love movies

83.can take me around the world someday

84.can make my family happy

85.have a good social life

86.madly in love with me

87.respect myself

88.can be a good teacher for me

89.believe in God

90.happy with his life

91.believe in magic

92.accepting

93.bold

94.enjoy reading books

95.not a nerd

96.not afraid animals

97.talented

98.behavior

99.not using drugs

100.fit

2009-06-08T22:28:00.001+12:00

another hangout with wonderful classmates!

2009-06-08T19:34:00.002+12:00

sebenernya, kita jalan pas hari jumat tanggal 5 juni (Sebastien's Birthday, Happy belated Birthday Seb!) nah, hari itu hari terakhir exam, dan beberapa anak 7c memutuskan buat jalan sekalian refreshing, haha.. kita jalan ke pim ber14, kita adalah.. gue, nadia, tari, jemi, vania, monik, icha, diska, lucky, anton, ale, ariko, hansel, daniel. jadi, awalnya kita ngumpul di depan kelas, tapi gue harus ke 7d dulu, ada pendaftaran buat yang mau ikut pramuka gitu deh, jadi my friends have to wait for me :) sorry guys. tapi akhirnya kita berangkat, gue sama nadia naik mobil vania dan ganti baju di mobilnya. pas udah nyampe, gue vania nadia ke baskin robbins. nah ternyata yang lain pada di tahan karena pake seragam gk boleh masuk. yaudah gue vania nadia nyusul mereka ke depan bareng icha sama monik, panas2 nih kita ke depan nyariin yang lain, pas udah di depan, kita telfon dan ternyataaa.. MEREKA UDAH MASUK! huh.. akhirnya kita masuk dan ketemuan di 21. abisitu kita makan di foodcourt. gue udah laper banget tuh! tp yg cowo banyak yg gk bawa duit dan akhirnya mereka makan di kansup, aduh kasian.. haha, gue mah kasian doang tp gk mau bayarin.. abis makan kita nonton night at the museum 2, filmnya seru banget! ada CANADAnya gitu! udah gitu kita foto studio, ngajakin yang cowo sussaaaahh banget!! pas udh selesai, gue sama vania nyari kuteks dan akhirnya vania beli di the face shop. abisitu vania balik, dan gue janjian sama nadia tari, kita bertiga ke baskin lagi dan gue sm nadia dibeliin icecream sama tari, hehe.. pas lagi makan, hansel lewat dan tari beliin icecream buat hansel juga, kita makan bareng2 sambil main jujur2an deh, haha.. gue mampir ke point break sama nadia trus fitting2 baju sambil foto2 gitu, hahah! terus gue minta hansel beliin tas emily the strange yang lucuuu banget, tapi jawabannya adalah "nunggu gue boker duit dulu" behh, semenjak itu dia jadi sering ngomong boker duit. akirnya kita jalan ber4 karena yang lain udh pada pulang, kita janjian ketemu sama kania yang lagi jalan sama pacarnya dan sepupunya. akhirnya tari pulang, dan gue, nadia, hansel ketemuan sama kania di kfc.. terus hansel pulang. gue nadia kania pacarnya kania sama sepupunya kania jalan ke amazon. terus kita misah, itu udah jam 6. gue sama nadia males pulang dan kita akhirnya nonton lagi deh, haha! pas lagu nunggu film, gue panik gitu karena uang kelas berkurang! gue sampe mau nangis takut banget! sampe jam 9an gitu, kita pulang naik taksi ke rumah nadia, pas turun dr taksi, ada orang transtv gt nawarin CASTING! haha! gk lama, nyokapnya nadia pulang dan gue dianterin pulang.. sampe di rumah, gue dibeliin pizza sama bokap, terus sambil makan gue ngetwitter for saying Happy Birthday to Sebastien! that's all, byee!

2009-06-03T19:04:00.002+12:00

heyy! it's been a long time! hmm.. let me think about my highlights, okaayy.. here they are:
-i am a bit lazy now
-i love my class 7c
-i hate my pastimes bff
-i love my new bffs
-i feel so alone
-i miss my steptwin
-i want macbook
-i want underwater camera
-i am waiting for braces
-i want contact lens
-i am excited to move
-i want to go to a beach
-i like over her dead body
-i like nick&norah's infinite playlist
-it's like i'm losing my past
-i want to be thinner
-i am on exam and wish me luck!
-I STILL LOVE SIMPLE PLAN
-wish Pierre Bouvier is here..

hmm okay that's all for now!

friendsfakefriendsenemiesfrienemies

2009-03-13T14:48:00.002+13:00

hiyaa guys! i don't really know about what i feel now.. :P well, i'm trying to find my real BFFs, cause i know that i'll meet thousands of people in my life, so i can't say that my bestfriends now will last forever. however, i feel more comfortable with my new friends, well, maybe some of them are fakefriends. but, yeah.. i hope they will learn to be true friends cause i really feel okay with them. it doesn't mean that i'm not close with my old friends or bestfriends now, i just need a time to be with my new friends cause i need to be more social. i don't wanna be nerd if i stay with you (gals, you're not nerd). well, it's during my move time, so i will be more uncontrolable, and more tempramental too. hope you understand and i promise i will be so much better person!! so i need your help to understand and support my movements. i still wanna say thanks a lot for everyone, about everything and anything. i gotta go now.. byee :)))))

i'm back with hot topics!

2009-03-10T23:51:00.003+13:00

hiyaa guys! well, i gotta say that school is getting so hard, but i still enjoy the friends and stuff. and FYI, i just wanna tell you my friends, enemies and frienemies, that if you hate me, just tell me and i won't feel sad! i have found the circle of friends where i feel comfortable there. so i don't need you if you're a fake friend. i will hate you back, try to put you out of my life, then kill you! i won't feel so bad, and i wouldn't care, i'm not afraid to make enemies! it doesn't mean that i'm really fine with that, of course it's better if we have no enemies and stay with super nice friends. but i'm just okay with that, well i can't ask you to stop hating me, so just tell me. and i also hate someone right now! i really understand how you feel when you hate someone by a reason, and that person still doing that again and again cause he/she just doesn't know that we hate them. it's better to tell the truth about what you feel. and nobody's perfect too! just enjoy the good side of someone and let the bad side be a good guide for you to not doing the same. i really don't want to have frienemies! friends is friends and enemies is enemies! show me you're a friend or enemy, or i will find out myself. and i wanna say thank you so much for my real friends and my dearest BFFs for being so nice to me and show me the real firendship.. ILY! okay then, i think that's all.. byee!

hangout with classmates..

2008-11-20T02:04:00.002+13:00

haha.. tadi abis jalan2 sama tari, diska, jemi, vania, icha, chika, monik, okti, anton, andra. seru bgt!! kita nontonh HSM3 (untuk ke2 kalinya bwt gw..) tp tetep seru, makan bareng, foto2, pokoknya seru.. tp endingnya rada aneh, soalnya bingung mau foto studio apa nggak.. jg kelamaan mikir, dan akhirnya pada pulang. tadinya bono, ale, dhanes, mau ikut, tp gajadi.. pokoknya anak2 7c harus hangout bareng lagi.. yg bkn 7c kaya okti juga ikut lagi yaaa... see ya guys!!

Simple Plan

2008-09-23T21:55:00.001+12:00

I really really love Simple Plan, i feel like i have a heart connection with them, i can't stop thinking about them.. it's like, Simple Plan is my life.. i really want to meet them in person!! that's my biggest dream! well, everyone said that'll never come true, but i believe... if there's someone who can help me make my dream come true, please tell me..