boma moved to china

a friend of mine, one of my best friends, and yet my soulmate's ex, named boma, just moved away to china. yeah, that china-where else? so i'm gonna write something for him.
dear boma,
you've been a great friend for me and a jerky great person for my soulmate. but as a friend, i gotta support you in whatever you do. even though none of us wanted you to moved away and left us all behind. just please don't forget me, and may you and your family have a better life there. so, i wish you luck, i wish you happiness, and everything. may the best luck be with you and your family. xoxo
kaaay that's all i wanna say. anyway i'm right at home and had a great time with daddy. i'll spend my new year at mira's and planning of going somewhere around kemang. and BESTLY, my dad agreed to borrowed us his car so we can go to kemang. yippie yippie yay!! gonna be perfect! and it seems like i got what i want now so, i'd try to not ask for more and enjoy the things i have. what a perfect second of my life =)

MY CHRISTMAS LIST 2009

-SIDEKICK 3 / SIDEKICK LX
-CHRISTMAS POCKETS
-SHOPPING SPREE
-CANDIES
-FREEDOM

WHY CAN'T
I JUST HAVE
A
BETTER LIFE AFTER ALL?

trying to survive 4 days without eating or even drinking.

so i am in a dilemma. it's about to survive without eating or even drinking for 4 days. i've wasted my dad's money about Rp 4.300.000 for things that i don't know what. crazy huh? NOPE. actually that is what i called fun. rite? YUP. and i don't even think i could survive, but why can't i just give it a try? and really i am just pissed off, cause i think HE is just ditched me and my sister for HIS girlfriend. what kind of family? SHIT kind? F*CK kind? YES! it seems like after all all he cares about is HER! well, i mean like didn't SHE USED HIS MONEY FOR HER OWN HAPPINESS?? LIKE WHAT, SHOPPING?? GOING TO THE SALON? ---- OH I KNOW SHE DID! WHATEVER IT IS. at least i am not the only one to blame. now HE is effing F*CK! HE asked me to return the money i used. ANOTHER SHIT KIND FAMILY??? HEY, JUST ASKED YOUR GIRLFRIEND TO RETURN THE MONEY SHE USED FOR HER OWN HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know, these past few days, i started to think that i need my family and i think it's such an important think. but now i know i was wrong. and i should've think that way. family is just someone that God gave to be with us, ALMOST ONLY TO SHARE A HOUSE. that's all. they won't help much actually. what else can my family share? where money return is asked. nothing else eft to be shared. love even burned away. HOLY CRAP FUCK DAMN SHITTTTT! ---------------- sorry. but i mean it.

as an escape, Simple Plan songs playing through my headset with full volume 'til i can hear every melody of the song and slowly it started to cool me down. well well well.

addiciton

hey folks,

it's been a while since i'm not posting anything. yeah, i've been busy with exam and things for these last few days. anyway.. i'm kinda a twilight addict now, yeah. just joined the club lately. it's weird cause it's like, i watched new moon before twilight. yeah, i mean not like that actually. but i was never like twilight before, for me it was not that interesting. but i was wrong, after i watched new moon, i totally love it! i watched it like three times in theater. and i never get bored of it. well, it's so romantic, amazing, and everything. just couldn't describe. well these last few days, i am also a movie addict. almost everyday along the exam week, me and nadia hung out at pim, and watched movie. we've watched new moon for 2 times, (i watched it with my sis last weekend too), 2012, paranormal activity, and zombieland. all of them are amazing! and also, i am on a shopping madness lately. shopping addict. i just couldn't stop spending and buy some stuffs like clothes, shoes, bags, bracelets, and sort of. hope it's not turning out to be a bad habit later. other thing is, i am glad that i am not anymore an ice cube addict. eeehwell, it doesn't mean that i've forgot everything about him, but it seems to me like, i have no chance left, and i don't want it hurts me later. so, the sooner the better. i mean to forget him, if i can of course. and i gotta show you some of my new clothes, sooo just wait. :)

thanks for reading anyway. you should check out the movies i told you about!

byebye

50 things most girls don't know about guys

1. guys hate sluts

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~
two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the
phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go
to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care
about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about
what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but
once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up
as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or
ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-
complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk
to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're
still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to
think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know
what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a
conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And
he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about
it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they
usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls
presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their
lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys
are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for
money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him.
But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from
about his problems with you may end up being admired by
your boyfriend

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs
someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when
he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are
serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does,
even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We
rarely usee beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys.
Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused,
then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for
flirting, but no guy can write out a book about
relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-
good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he
won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl,
he will think about it for the next couple days or until
the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs,
personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books
that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being
compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's
probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he
really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just
actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It
doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know
something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never
around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably
jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's
definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your
naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up
easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume.
Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even
more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have
unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow
are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a
girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's
just too stubborn to admit it.

MY DREAMS

big size dreams :
-Marry Pierre Bouvier
-Dating Ice Cube
-Be famous, be super rich
-meet Simple Plan
-live in Canada

i have no time limits for these big size dreams.

small(er) size dreams :
-better hair
-whiter skin
-much much thinner, and taller. weight target = 40 kg
-better teeth, hoping a success for my braces.
-more stylish
-better voice
-more religious
-better personality
-smarter

i do have time limits for this small(er) size dreams.
1st session
start = Dec, 5th-09
end= Jan, 5th-10'

wish me luck people!

quotations

here i will post some inspiring words made by me and some made by others. they keep my spirit on so far.

"if life is on a keyboard, you can't ever escape your world, you can't press backspace to go back, and you can't delete your mistakes. but there's still the arrows to repair your mistakes when you type the wrong word, there's still the enter to start from the beginning again, and there's still the shift whenever you feel like you don't have to type all the words with caps!"
-neira jacqueline

"take chances and never regret! because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted!"
-someone (this is effin'ly true!)

"some days you wish had never started, then comes along you wish it never ends"
-from a movie In a Day

"you have to go through the bad times, to know what's good"
-someone

"some problems only have one way in and one way out"
-neira jacqueline

"don't ever love someone because who they are, love them when you think they deserve your love"
-neira jacqueline

"when someone loves you for real, then the sadness and the happiness are dedicated to them, and they deserve it!"
-neira jacqueline

"you love someone when you're with them. but you'll love them more when you lose them"
-neira jacqueline